26 Februari 2004.I'd received sum offer from Kem. Pelajaran ta extend my studies in a better place.diz is wat iv waited for a long time.. but,
Ku tak tahu apa lagi ku tunggu peluang di depan mata bukan senang dipinta boleh terlepas dalam sekelip mata dengan menyatakan ya atau sebaliknya
aku buntu apa lagi ku mahu banyak impian harusku tuju banyak harapan dalam genggamanku
namun ku tak pasti inikah yang ku ingini selama ini aku bermimpi mengejar kepuasan diri namunku terfikir sendiri betulkah jalan ini?
telingaku lelah ramai yang mencelah lidah mereka tak mahu kalah asyik bertanya itu ini buatku runsing tak dapat salah dapat pun salah
inginku bina laluan namunku takut tersekat di tengah jalan sukar untukku jelaskan berat hati ku tanggung bukan ketenangan berselubung perasaanku bergabung
bukan niat dihati untuk menolak anugerah diberi kecewakan insan di sisi tapi ini masa depan sendiri
haruskah aku di sini kekalkan hidup yang kini kerana senang ku rasai tak banyak tekanan nanti
kehidupan di pilih hala tuju diatur bila di sana nanti harusku jaga diri berpegang harapan family inilah yang kuragui menambah lagi keberatan hati
resahku di sini takut terbawa-bawa nanti takkan ku patah di tengah? kerana salah membawa arah
hanya satu ku mahu keputusan sejati penentu nanti...
Im just a human being I have a heart to feel Im just a kid kid kid Im not a perfect girl
When im lying on bed i face to the shilling but i don't know what im looking I had gone everything No more messages No more pets No more photography No more computer i deprived everything
Half of me had flown away Half of me had ran away I keep asking myself where they were going?
Sometimes i look great but sometimes i look strange im a pretender with a horror face that hiding inside the scarf of mask
I round the net to seek for free I on the YM to open the key But the evidence is never true what i see is just like the spin washing mechine
I always try to keep on going but when it reached to the highest stage finally i fell down until it broke my legs and throughout my body was left unsaid*
I had tried to make it simply And make the other feels nicely but finally i realized that it is not easy and people wont stop till they feel it ownly..
I need them back...
Saya bukan orang senang Saya bukan orang susah Saya cuma tak senang dan tak susah
diz is da type of song dat i like.. relax diiringi ngan petikan gitar akustik.
Staying home alone on a Friday Flat on the floor looking back On old love Or lack thereof After all the crushes are faded And all my wishful thinking was wrong I'm jaded I hate it
I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here So tired of being alone So hurry up and get here Get here
Searching all my days just to find you I'm not sure who I'm looking for I'll know it When I see you Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom Staying up all night just to write A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here So tired of being alone So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox I could have passed you on the sidewalk Could I have missed my chance And watched you walk away? oh no way
I could have met you in a sandbox I could have passed you on the sidewalk Could I have missed my chance And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here I'm so tired of being alone So hurry up and get here You'll be so good You'll be so good for me
by : John Mayer
My fren was being home.. even i dun see her, but i feel dat shes beside me now.
22 Feb, Yesterday mornin..i took a cup of mushroom Campbell's cream. I thought dat it was enough ta cover my body ta 800 metres running.. but unfortunately, jz after i stopped at di ending line.. my head felt dizzy n im like ta fall down but diz time sya bleh controll laeii.. Jz after a few minutes.. i started rase loya dan nak kuarkan balik apa yg sya mkn..Quickly i ran to da toilet..erk, it was my 1st experience after many years id joined sport activities.. Maybe mushroom cream x seswai jd lapik perut sya.trus tefon abah suh amik.. x jd blk skolah sambg blajar..(but syukur for da place i got.. x sangka bleh dpt )
Today i joined another runnin.. pastu ponteng EST class.. eheh, yahaat..
psst: da moral of da story is.. Dun take sumthg dat yav neva tried b4 except ya reli knew bout it..
22 Feb, i was amused wit diz advertisment. Malaysia Airlines wanna say thanx ta evribody whos implemented n attended their successful travel fair which is held on 19 & 20 Jan 2005.
Berikut adalah cara untuk mendapatkan kelulusan bos apabil anda memohon cuti:
1. Bos nampak Bergayalah! drpd :__________ 2. Idea bos nombor 1 ! drpd :__________ 3. Bos sumber inspirasi saya ! drpd :__________ 4. Lawak bos memang best ! drpd :__________ 5. Bos ada kelas ! drpd :__________ 6. Bos memang bijak ! drpd :__________ 7. Bos memnag selalu betul ! drpd :__________ 8. Putih kata bos, puih kata saya bos ! drpd :__________ 9. Saya sayang bos ! drpd :__________
English Real Madrid soccer player David Beckham smiles as he leaves the Ruber International clinic in Madrid, Sunday, where his wife Victoria gave birth to the couple's third son on Saturday night. (AP/Victor Lerena, EFE)
LONDON (AP) - Soccer star David Beckham's wife, Victoria, formerly known as Posh Spice, gave birth Sunday to the couple's third son, named Cruz.
Victoria Beckham, 30, and the baby are in "perfect health," said Dr. Vidal Pelaez, head of the obstetrics and gynecology department at the Hospital Ruber Internacional, where she gave birth to the seven-pound boy by planned Caesarean section.
I found diz new messenger program dat lets ya connect directly wit yer frenz ta share yer digital pictures along wit yer messages.. (its new fa me , bt fa yall.. yeah, mayb seems like familiar)
HOW IT WORKS
I can already send pictures with email. Why do I need Hello?
Hello is designed to let you send high-quality pictures instantly and securely over any speed connection, even dialup. With Hello, you can send hundreds of high quality pictures to your friends in just seconds—you can’t do that with email.
When you share pictures with Hello, you get feedback from your friends right away. Also, Hello automatically encrypts all your pictures and chat before sending, so it’s safer and more secure than email.
How is Hello different from a website?
Websites are great when you want to show your pictures to the whole world. But it can take hours to put a new gallery online; after you pick your favorites, edit, resize, and upload them, you still have to sit around and wait for someone to come and see them. And how would you know if anyone did?
When you use Hello to share pictures, they arrive on your friend’s screen immediately, without the hassle of uploading them to a public website. Your friends can download print quality copies of their favorite pictures to print right at home, which most “picture sharing” websites won’t let you do.
With Hello’s file sharing technology, they only have to download high quality versions of the ones they really like. Everything else comes in at a smaller size, optimized for viewing on-screen.
What makes Hello so secure?
Hello protects your images with 128-bit AES encryption. Hello also works like a built-in firewall, so no one can access the files on your hard drive. You can read more about security in Hello here.
System Requirements
To run Hello, you need to have at least:
Microsoft® Windows® 98/Me/2000/XP 300MHz processor 64 MB of RAM 50 MB free disk space Internet Explorer 5.0
Feb 19, Sumtimes.. i alwez think to close diz blog.i thought about wat can i get and give from bloggin.. My writins arent superb and tah hape-hape..my words construction oso berterabur "ke laut".. but, wat i got after all.. it hav sumthg dat can teach me to learn n learn.. alwez use my mind to think n giv my idea to b creative n creat sum work ! {eh, fhm ke dak sya tulih ni..(",) } I told diz to a sista .. online member , she said.."Eh jgn tutup.. kat situ la kita nak jadi kreatif." tanx kak , it gimme sum idea now.. My 1st attempt to creat diz blog one time ago..anoda sista had told me, "sikit2 dlu.. bulan depan jadi lebih baik laei.." sort of. So, i got di answer.
id felt to change my blog skin.. i was bored wit da old black colour.. i like 'black' but sumtimes, wen i felt dizzy.. it made me sick.. trus rase cam takde mood lak nak tgk kempiter ni.. so i chose white and black cuz i reli like da combination. simple and peace.. x sakit mata dan tak pening kelapa (kepala)laei.. but rase cam malas lak nak creat sendri main picture at da top tu..cz alamaknya, burn laa my homwerk yg bertimbun cam effiel tower tu.. Cuma, macam x seswai ngan theme color kann? InsyaAllah, nanti ill find yg len soon.. I jz like da picture above cz it shows our daily activity and da calmness feelin.. so, jz put it..
Feb 16, Sejak dua menjak nii .. tension nyee ! huuh.. byk sgt homework kna wat.Bler mlm lak rase cam lotih jek badan.. tambah pecah urat kat otak smpi menyembur darah blee tgk jam dah kul 12 am.. Erk , nak bantaaal.. lam hati slalu kate.. ( bleh dak klu x yah wat jee ??? )
Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu Biarkanlah aku merindu sekian lama Bukan maksud untuk membisu sepi tanpa kata Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian
( korus ) Mungkinkah bersama dua jiwa ini Dalam mencari cinta sejati nan suci Mungkinkah segala derita di jiwa Akan terabat kini
Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian
( bridge ) Hanya satu pintaku Sabarlah menanti Ku kan pulang bersama
Cinta...
by Anuar Zain
Tah cam mane diriku yg kureng bab lagu jiwang2 ni sumtimes leh rase touchin bler dengar lagu ni.. + lagi laa klu lagu Abg Anuar... adeh, x pro langsung.but tak dau nk ckp pe, jz rase cam sadis dgr lagu ni time mlm. sunyi ngan bulan.. sambil mengimbas kenangan lamaa... haishhhhh.
Feb 13, Today is da last class for my basic level in English tuition. Erm, it will be ended here cuz i think dat my target now is for SPM.Furthermore, da fees is too high laa.Its like im seriously studying in a college. I'd got many experience here and sociallized wit da people dat is older than me or have got married.
I'd done my group task and presented a skitt.I was acted as a gal dat wanna go out but his father alwez asks her the same questions : who , when , where , why , how.. bla.. bla.. It will be one of my best memory soon.We ended da class wit a small party and sang diz song toghether:
Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And days of auld lang syne? And days of auld lang syne, my dear, And days of auld lang syne. Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And days of auld lang syne?
We twa hae run aboot the braes And pu'd the gowans fine. We've wandered mony a weary foot, Sin' auld lang syne. Sin' auld lang syne, my dear, Sin' auld lang syne, We've wandered mony a weary foot, Sin' auld ang syne.
We twa hae sported i' the burn, From morning sun till dine, But seas between us braid hae roared Sin' auld lang syne. Sin' auld lang syne, my dear, Sin' auld lang syne. But seas between us braid hae roared Sin' auld lang syne.
And ther's a hand, my trusty friend, And gie's a hand o' thine; We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne. For auld lang syne, my dear, For auld lang syne, We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne.
(Auld Lang Syne) Traditional Scottish, first penned by Robert Burns 1759.
Ekceli my cousin dah bernikah since Khamis lepas.. but hari ni bru dia duk ataih kusi berkain batik..Yang bestnya, sya tak pegi pun.Tapi dah wakilkan family sumer pegi..huhu.
Cousin saya ni bru 21 tahun (Sebaya ngan my elder sista).Kira p'kahwinan termuda lah abad ni..Yang penting, niat dihati tu suci.. InsyaAllah, rumah tangga akan kekal bahagia. Me n my family wishing you two all da best and enjoy your life toghether.peace !!!
Malam tadi , sya dan family pi hantar sis Huda ke Pudu.Dia kena balik Aloq Staq sbb study di Changloon.Sepatutnya bas bertolak pukul 10.30 malam tapi sampai pukul 11.00 mlm tayar bas pun tak nampak. Mula-mula, kami disuruh tunggu di platform 22.. tapi tunggu punya tunggu tak sampai2 jugak.Semua orang pun mulalah naik kebas2 kaki.
Kebetulan kali ni, family sya yg dipertanggungjawabkan beli tiket untuk sis Huda ngan 3 org member dia balik semula ke kolej after Chinese New Year ni kan.So, kitorang pun dah gelabah jugak la sebab tak expect lak boleh jadi cam ni.Rase guilty pun ade pasal kami salah pilih bas company.Ekceli, kami pilih nak beli ticket kat company ni sbb rege nya (harganya) plg murah.Dah tanya kat semua kaunter..semua cekik tinggi2.Diorang kata memang semua rege tiket lambung naik pasal Raya Cina nih.So, kami pun amik jek la dr company ni.family sya memang tak biasa beli tiket untuk long journey cuz selalu naik keta jek. Sis Huda jek biasa naik bas jejauh.
So, bile dh lame giler nunggu.. kitorang pun pi la kat kaunter company ni balik n tanya mana bas tak sampai2.. Tapi, ade ke salessgurl tu kate suh pi tunggu kat depan 7eleven (opposite terminal bas) lak. sya Family pun komplen aa camne plak kena tunggu kat sane.Tak professional betul.. Nak tak nak, kitorang pun kenalah jugak angkut beg2 sume pi kat tempat yang dia suh tu.
Kami pun menggagau lak gak nak carik mana sbnrnya tempat tu.Rupanya just tunggu kat bawah satu pondok tu. Laa... (mngucap byk kali). Bengang nye rase..Dah le bas pun tak nampak.Kesian sya nengok kat member2 kakak sya yang ade datang ngan family gak. Aduh, tak tau nak watpe dah.Kitorang pun rasa cam nyesal sungguh.Di pondok tu just ade satu cam meja kecik n sorang kakak yg jaga kat situ.My family espc my dad pun tanya la ngan cara yg tegas skit kat org tuh.(ye la.. penat giler kak oii.)Dia pun mulalah nak menggelabah.Ade ke orang tanya bas bile nak sampai n kat mane skang pun dia tak tau.. yang dia tau , bas tu tgh stuck kat lam jam. Memang kena la ngan my dad yang mmg azali tegas cam tuh.. Dah takleh watpe, kitorang pun terpaksalah tunggu kat situ.Dah lee kusi nak duduk pun, bape kerat jek.. Mula2 tension gak..ngan ku sekali kena duk berdiri kat situ.Lagi2 my elder sis , mmg dia acek komplen jek ngan pengurusan company nih (sya yang sakit telinga mendengar dia mengomel).Sya , kak Huda n member2 dia wat slumber jek la jadik tugu negara kat tepi jln tuh. Huuh, kalu bleh ditakung lee peluh peluh sya, mmg jadik perigi tuu.. bler dah lama diri baru lee kitorang dapat kusi 2 , 3.. tu pun terpaksa laa kongsi dua org.Jadikla labu.. Sambil baca mag and cemess (SMS) x abih2 nunggu bas kat tepi jln besar.Sabo jek, semua orang yang tersekat kat jam tu pun pandang kitorang ngan muka sekian (kesian) jek...
Di pendekkan cite.. after around 2 hours kitorang wat2 slumber lepak kat situ.. Tiba2 aa, ade solang apek aa , datang woo.. Dia jerit "Hap Cai..Hap Cai.." .. kitorang pun menjerling laa semacam kat apek tu.. pastu dia ulang lagik sekali bler takde respon, "Hap Cai..Hap Cai..".Lam hati kitorang kate, 'hape lee yg apek ni ckp.. hap chai 3x dari tdk..".Pastu kitorang pun tanya, "Apek, Changloon tadaak ka?.." .Pastu dia jawab ,"Ya laa.. Changloon , Hap Chai.. Bukit Kayu Hitam." Rupa - rupanya Hat Nyai.. haiiiyaaaaaakk!!! Hatnyai la apek..(naik gelak kitorang sume).Dah tegur byk kali pun dia ttp gak ngan Motor Kap Cai nyee ..wahaha.
Akhirnya sampai la gak bas tuuh.Nak kate cantek , "Erm, bolehlaaa.."(Gaya Anding AF2 lam konsert reunion). Nak kate besar, "Erm, boleh laa..".Nak wat camne kan, dah byr .. mandi peluh.. n jenuh nunggu.. dorang pun naik jek la.Tataa...
Yang kami tau..... This is the first and for laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasstttTTTTT... No more !!!
Suk keta , ku dh tak thn giler dah.. ZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZzzzzZZZzzz...
Feb 8, I jz paste diz useful article.Yeah.. bout friendship again and again:
Making life friends is a daunting task for some, and keeping them is an even more complicated process. These short, simple steps are proven to make friends and keep them.Many people make friends, only to lose them to emotional or mental distance, or by senseless arguments. It takes tact, mental and emotional discipline, and tolerance to avoid the kinds of distances and disagreements which so often lead the best of friends to the bitterest of ends. While by no means a guarantee for always having the perfect friendship, these few simple points can be the difference between a friend and an enemy:
#1: Be someone who can be turned to in times of crisis. This is so very important, and so often the one people fail at. Being a friend sometimes means putting someone else before yourself, especially when they are experiencing a crisis.
#2: Always encourage the best, but never expect perfection. Too many times, people will try for the unreachable, and fall flat. Be ready to dust them off and congratulate their achievement, rather than belittle them for their failures.
#3: Believe in their goodness. So often, friends begin a fight that becomes a feud over lack of trust, because one assumes that the other is somehow bad, usually because some third party has been making trouble. Always be willing to believe the friend, first.
#4: Keep an open mind. Sadly, many friendships go awry when people discover that their friend has some facet they are biased about. If the friendship is important at all, then put aside petty differences in race, religion, or creed. None of those should matter.
#5: Don’t make money the deciding issue. There is nothing worse than a friendship based entirely on greed. A friend shouldn’t be chosen on the size of their bank account, but rather on the size of your heart.
#6: Don’t make appearance the focus of friendship. A person’s height, weight, or other physical characteristics should never be the reason behind a friendship. If you can’t accept the person for who they are on the inside, rather than the outside, then beginning a friendship is certain to end in disaster.
#7: Never turn your back on a friend. Too many times, people make friends, only to turn elsewhere as the fancy takes them, or at the slightest provoking. To be a true friend, the skill of listening to the other side of the story becomes an important part of the equation. If you can’t listen, you can’t learn, and if you don’t learn, you never grow, inside.
#8: Trust your friend when they open their past and heart to you, and be willing to return the favour. #9: Never gossip about a friend’s confidences. There is nothing that ruins a friendship easier than loose lips. What is said in confidence is just that - confidential.
#10: Be kind to others. We reap what we sow, as the saying goes, and the more kindness you show toward others, the more likely they’ll want to be your friend.
#11: Don’t be overly critical. Too many people today constantly second-guess and critique every move their friends make. This only leads to fostered resentment, and eventual fighting. Instead, only criticise when it is to the benefit of the person being critiqued, and do so in such a time and manner to not cause them embarrassment.
#12: Maintain a positive attitude whenever possible. No one likes a grumpy person, and a pessimist just brings everyone down. Try to remain upbeat when you can.
#13: Be willing to give. Sometimes, it is when friends are most in need that people forget about them, muttering such common phrases as “it’s not my problem.” In the case of a friendship, however, nothing could be further from the truth. Learn to give, whether it be money when a friend is in dire straits, or advice, when it is solicited, or even the hard truth when it is called for.
#14: Think for yourself, rather than of yourself. No one can help someone else if they spend so much time thinking about themselves that someone else ends up making their decisions for them.
#15: Be strong, steady, and flexible. People often emulate what they admire, and a person who can withstand crises of their own, yet still reach out to help and accept others unconditionally, can inspire the same in someone they’ve helped in the past. That is a sure road to a lasting friendship.
#16: Don’t succumb to bias and prejudice. Sometimes, people discard new theories and ideas based on their own beliefs, and refuse to even consider that it might be valid and right for someone else, even if it isn’t for them. By learning to accept these things as a part of your friend, you take a sure step toward earning their complete trust and respect. In short, it is not how we mould others to our own ideals of friendship that keep a friendship alive, but rather how we mould ourselves to acceptance and assistance. By following these steps to self-improvement, the world becomes a clearer, brighter place.
Written by Esther Mitchell Copyright 2002 by PageWise, Inc
Feb 5, All sculs throughout da country carried out a "Gotong Royong Perdana" simultaneously today included my scul to eliminate the dengue outbreak. I hadnt do diz for a long time..
best juga rasenya.. lps keje, kitorang pun borak la smpi kering smbl mkn2.. (",) Mayb cbab spring cleanin ni b'kesan, Headmaster pun decided nak wat 2x setahun..Adeshh !!!
Ok,i post diz..(got 4rom sum1) Err, wat we called dat ..? Mayb sum reminder .. recall ..or wat eva lar, jz be cooL n read slowly. Den, up ta ya.. oret galz n boiz !
Pengakuan seorang jejaka:
1* saya suka tengok jari awek saya...cantik betul ni sungguh sampai takut nak pegang...bukan takut patah... takut nanti jari kitorang tak boleh tolong each other di satu hari yang giler forever depan yang maha Esa
2* saya suka tengok rambut awek saya...cantik betol ni sungguh sebab tu saya belikan tudung...bukan sebab jeles orang lain tgk jugak.... tapi sebab saya nak tgk rambut iklan pantene dia sampai bila2... bukan yang terbakar dek api neraka di suatu hari yang giler forever
3* saya suka tgk body awek saya...cantik betol ni sungguh sebab tu saya belikan dia telekong supaya mase dating dengan kekasih die yang utama dia lagi cantik dan berseri menghadapNya saya pun tumpang dapat pahala pheh syoknye
4* saya sedih tengok awek saya tak tido tak makan rindu kat saya saya pun macam tu juga ada problem yang sama die tanya apa ubatnya? saya pun bagi die Quran untuk penenang jiwa semoga lebih cintakanNya dari saya
5* saya sedih tengok awek saya selalu pesan macam2 kat saya makan, minum, drive elok2 tapi bila tengok movie sama2 burn asar maghrib gitu aje die tak kata aper berdosanye saya....
8* kesimpulannya saya memang sayang dia nak jumper die giler forever yang forever punye forever di dunia dan akhirat terutamanya janji nak share heaven sama2 semoga kami saling mengingati dosa sendiri pun infiniti... nak tanggung dosa dia lagi pulak lepas ni... semoga kami menginsafi diri Ya Allah ampunkanlah kami....
sonot bace artikel nih.. laei pung, evry1 has frenz right? Easy rules to remember to keep relationships alive.
1. Don't be afraid to give your honest opinion when it is asked for.Don't waste time trying to be nice about something that tou don't believe to be true.Sooner or later,your friend will know if you have deceived him.But remember not to be too critical.You shoul be honest but never mean or unkind.
2. Don't insist that your opinion is the correct one.Nobody likes someone who is pushy.You should let tour friends know where you stand on an issue and then leave it at that. Don't force your opinion on others.However, you need not to give in to any pressure to conform if you don't agree with them.
3. Help out when your friend needs your help.Don't help only when it is convenient to you. Sometimes, you have to go that extra mile to let your friend know that you care.
4. Be understanding.Never laugh at the troubles your friend may be having and don't get impatient with your friend.A person who is going through a though time needs your sympathy not your judgement.
5. Be considerate.Never make fun of a friend whose religious or cultural beliefs differ from your own, however strange they may seem to you.
6. When you and your friend cannot see eye to eye about something,talk it out.Make sure that both parties get a chance to be heard.Listen and understand what your friend says.No matter how tempted you are to interrupt your friend, hear him out.
7. Stick to these rules in your relationships and tour friends will stick with you.
Feb 2, I hav many stuff ta do diz week, compacts wit sport activities n a lot of homework ta do.. evri evenin, my destination is jz scul.. Adushh ,im feelin uneasy wit my sore back n waist.dunno why, i jz felt it wen i woke up diz mornin.neva feelin like diz yesterday night..even wen im back from trainin..
Wat happenned afta i back from such a tiring trainin, im supposed ta open da door lock.bt wat happened was, i jz locked it out.Huhuhu.. wat im thinkin at dat time ha?..
My mum told me dat she found sumthg unordinary while she's cookin.. hehehe , the eggs hav twin yolks per one shell. herm , finalle my mum didnt cook it n jz put it in di icebox..
I was confused wit my posting..sumtimes i cant put da spacing line .. diz makes my postin hav no paragraph.. My template shows dat it give da spacing line..bt wen i'd posted it, it didnt work!
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Lepaih balik picnic aniveseri nanti bleh la sesape yg nak sembang smbil ketuk2 kuman awei pagi ngan paparan scene2 lagak ngeri tu.. 
